QUESTIONING MYSELF AT ROOT LEVEL..WHAT'S IT LIKE?

Adverse comments are often made by me in the absence of a person because the cornered man is totally defenseless there..

• Where is my real courage to comment in front of the person and face the consequences whatever they be?

Such comments from me on the other man exposes nothing but my low self esteem..

• Why am I ridiculing myself thus in front of all?

The moment such words cross my tongue, they have their own astronomical speed of spreading around over which I quickly lose my control with few taking away the bridle in no time..

• Which way I am safe here, ultimately?

The members in my group who are a party to my this commenting are no doubt, the ones like me who can equally do the same to me in my absence..

• Who is my real friend in such scenario?

A friend of today or a friend in future will surely be lost through this nefarious act automatically creating an enemy zone around me without a say..

• What am I aiming ultimately?

There is always a 'black' on my back. The habit of such commenting very much makes me forget this black often supporting statement like, "We too have defects but we never showed up like this!" covering up that permanently. And may be I am doing all this because there is no serious work with me..

• When do I do the right in my life?

His is one way of life and mine is another way. Both are purely the relative ways of living in the eyes of the Almighty. Further, I live on the same Planet as the other man. I look many ways like him only. I express and expand like him only. I exist and finally exit like him only..

• How does it matter this difference with him when many are same for both of us including the ending?

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Keywords: QUESTIONING, MYSELF